Today played against peirce ,
played indeed like shit ...
Maybe it's cause of yesterday night barhs ...
only scored 12 points ...
i failed my duty .
After the match when we were on the way to school in the bus ,
saw her walking to budjet ...
but did not dare to go ... chang hao they all ask me go budjet after that ...
but am scared ...
told them if there's anyone there am going to leave
imeediatly ...
and yes , she's not there ...
i don't know wheather i am sad or glad ...
and so was rather quiet when eating with them ...
went busstop with alestia and chen yi after that ,
alestia whet to esso bus stop , and so left me and chenyi ...
he know why i am so quiet ...
so he keep saying that he want to help ..
but the more he says , the more it hurts ....
and finally .. i can't control anymore ...
on the way home was loonely ... i kept looking at "it" ...
reach home , took the bike and rush to bedok interchange to try to get something very importnat ...
and finaly i got it ...
but still ... i am wondering ... am i doing the right thing ...
should i use it .... ): ...
Yesterday went to queens way shopping mall with my gay partner
and bought a pair of basketball shoe ...
went to eat katong laksa after that , and he only eats
the noodle and nothing else ...
weird guy yea ? ...
Girl , am so afraid to face you . I only dare to look at you from far , sometimes seeing you smile jus for 1 sec will be more then enough for me . I won't expect much , i know myself too well , am jus a ugly guy that you won't even bother to take a look at .