exam is finally over ! wohoo !
ater skl went to basketball court to playball with
alot people , after that around 4 plus
me and alistier started doing stunts ,
we tried to jump over people when they are standing straight ,
and yes , we manage to even jump over bryan which is 180cm !
tomorrow cross country , will not be running , will be staying at
home .
I cant help it anymore ...
Day by day , i kept faling , deeper and darker
without knowing that i had been falling .
I had been thinking , what i had been doing ,
isit right or wrong ? ...
It seems that you are happy now ...
I should be happy too , but no ...
I dont know why ... I dont know what i had been thinking ...
I always wanted you to be happy ...
But wtf am i thinking now ? ...
You seem so near from me , but yet you are so hard to reach .
I love you , but i cant tell you ...
cause i know , after telling you , things definetely will change ...
it's allready bad enough ... if it goes worse , i dont know if i can
take it or not ...
its hard to smile when you are sad ...
i cant look at you eye to eye , cause i know you will look
away . The only thing i can do is to only hide at a corner
or among the crowd to look at you .
people might say i am a looner ... but i will just tell them
i am not being 1 ... i just love to be alone ...
as when i am allone ... no1 will laugh at how a failure i am ...