tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20426075671236531752012-02-15T22:34:33.027-08:00xia0Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00654424414937702019noreply@blogger.comBlogger81100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2042607567123653175.post-67614705080946540342009-09-03T04:11:00.000-07:002009-09-03T04:26:35.968-07:00exam is finally over ! wohoo ! <br />ater skl went to basketball court to playball with <br />alot people , after that around 4 plus <br />me and alistier started doing stunts , <br />we tried to jump over people when they are standing straight ,<br />and yes , we manage to even jump over bryan which is 180cm !<br />tomorrow cross country , will not be running , will be staying at <br />home . <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><u><strong>I cant help it anymore ...<br />Day by day , i kept faling , deeper and darker<br />without knowing that i had been falling .<br />I had been thinking , what i had been doing ,<br />isit right or wrong ? ...<br />It seems that you are happy now ...<br />I should be happy too , but no ...<br />I dont know why ... I dont know what i had been thinking ...<br />I always wanted you to be happy ...<br />But wtf am i thinking now ? ...<br />You seem so near from me , but yet you are so hard to reach .<br />I love you , but i cant tell you ...<br />cause i know , after telling you , things definetely will change ...<br />it's allready bad enough ... if it goes worse , i dont know if i can <br />take it or not ...<br />its hard to smile when you are sad ...<br />i cant look at you eye to eye , cause i know you will look<br />away . The only thing i can do is to only hide at a corner<br />or among the crowd to look at you . <br />people might say i am a looner ... but i will just tell them <br />i am not being 1 ... i just love to be alone ... <br />as when i am allone ... no1 will laugh at how a failure i am ...<br /></strong></u><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2042607567123653175-6761470508094654034?l=nevergivenachance.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xia0Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00654424414937702019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2042607567123653175.post-17407190506926515562009-08-26T07:50:00.001-07:002009-08-26T08:01:40.965-07:00the blog is back ... it's finaly back ,<br />i purposely let every1 thik that the blog is dead<br />so no1 will come ...<br />i dont know why , but wheneve ri start blogging ,<br />it means that i am sad ...<br />i dont wanna feel this way anymore , but it cant be help either ...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i am feeling lost ... really lost .<br />no1 understands ... no1 knows ...<br /><br /><br /><br />sighning off , <br />xia0B <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><u/><strong>4 4283 86 729 8847 288 76779 , 4 78455 5683 968 D;</strong><u><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2042607567123653175-1740719050692651556?l=nevergivenachance.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xia0Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00654424414937702019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2042607567123653175.post-1860990566013154332009-08-06T09:34:00.000-07:002009-08-06T09:44:07.310-07:00basketball competition is over .... during the final ..<br />i disapointed every1 ...<br />my coach trusted me .. but still ... i disapoint him ...<br />am such a looser ... <br />a failure ...<br />i am ugly , cant study ... and now .. cant even play basketball <br />well ...<br />what am i good for ? ..<br />useless guy like me should not even exisst to contaminate <br />the world ...<br />i seriously suck ccans ? ... <br /><br /><br /><br />no matter what had happen ... things just end up bad for me ....<br />its the end boi ...<br />its the end ....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><u><strong>so what if i ever love some1 ? <br />things will just end up worse ...<br />i learned my experience ... and still am stupid to<br />fall again ...<br />sighing off , looserxia0B...</strong><u/><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2042607567123653175-186099056601315433?l=nevergivenachance.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xia0Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00654424414937702019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2042607567123653175.post-88682851237483626912009-07-23T06:30:00.000-07:002009-07-23T06:46:14.149-07:00Wah today played with jurong ,<br />they super duper strong , we jus won them by abit nia T_T <br />top scorer of the day , foo chang hao 14 points , 2nd thng jun rong and markus lim 12 points . ahas , i am loving this team more and more ,<br />as day by day we get stronger , we fight in 1 heart , win together <br />this team rocks lah ! . Btw final score i also don't know ><" but we won 25 points ! (:<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><u><strong>Giirl , you have no idea how happy am i<br />when my phone vibrates , as when it vibrates , it means your sms came .<br />Even when others are laughing at me cause of how a failure i am to jus only able to get a few sms from you only , i am still happy , as i told myself that at least , you replied me now . <3<br /></strong><u/><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2042607567123653175-8868285123748362691?l=nevergivenachance.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xia0Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00654424414937702019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2042607567123653175.post-91515726704577726102009-07-20T06:57:00.000-07:002009-07-20T07:18:28.068-07:00Today played against peirce , <br />played indeed like shit ... <br />Maybe it's cause of yesterday night barhs ...<br />only scored 12 points ...<br />i failed my duty .<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />After the match when we were on the way to school in the bus , <br />saw her walking to budjet ...<br />but did not dare to go ... chang hao they all ask me go budjet after that ...<br />but am scared ...<br />told them if there's anyone there am going to leave <br />imeediatly ...<br />and yes , she's not there ...<br />i don't know wheather i am sad or glad ...<br />and so was rather quiet when eating with them ...<br />went busstop with alestia and chen yi after that , <br />alestia whet to esso bus stop , and so left me and chenyi ...<br />he know why i am so quiet ...<br />so he keep saying that he want to help .. <br />but the more he says , the more it hurts ....<br />and finally .. i can't control anymore ...<br />on the way home was loonely ... i kept looking at "it" ...<br />reach home , took the bike and rush to bedok interchange to try to get something very importnat ...<br />and finaly i got it ...<br />but still ... i am wondering ... am i doing the right thing ... <br />should i use it .... ): ...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Yesterday went to queens way shopping mall with my gay partner <br />and bought a pair of basketball shoe ...<br />went to eat katong laksa after that , and he only eats<br />the noodle and nothing else ...<br />weird guy yea ? ...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><u><strong>Girl , am so afraid to face you . I only dare to look at you from far , sometimes seeing you smile jus for 1 sec will be more then enough for me . I won't expect much , i know myself too well , am jus a ugly guy that you won't even bother to take a look at .</strong><u/><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2042607567123653175-9151572670457772610?l=nevergivenachance.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xia0Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00654424414937702019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2042607567123653175.post-78518030965905346112009-07-18T08:46:00.000-07:002009-07-18T09:02:03.317-07:00sian lea , today training so slack , <br />then after that went to gay partner house slack <br />then he always torture me , dont want let me eat ,<br />nebei rite ? . <br />Then alot of things happen , <br />1st , we went to eat at coffeshop ,then i said something regarding his<br />smses ( cannot say ) then we laugh until whole kopitiam <br />untie uncle look at us .<br />Then the funniest part is when we go seesaw slack <br />i go disturb him and chase him , so eventually he climb up the playground <br />and then i go chase again ,<br />then <strong>BOOOOOMMMM</strong> there goes ian ong head (: <br />HAHAS then he dulan me <br />hahas , buay tahan him . <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />like nothing much to post allready , so bye bye (: .<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><u>You are so near , yet so far .<br />Times and times , you hurt me without even noticeing that you did .<br />Girl , so what if you know that i love you ? <br />nothing changes in the end .<u/><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><u><strong>sorry , i fell too deeply in love with you<br />and i am really lost now .</strong><u/><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2042607567123653175-7851803096590534611?l=nevergivenachance.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xia0Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00654424414937702019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2042607567123653175.post-60492570899250025252009-07-16T06:32:00.001-07:002009-07-16T06:39:24.364-07:00wah , today 1st day of nationals ,<br />abit scared and excited .<br />plyed against deyi ,<br />and won them by 59 points (: . <br />i scored 26 points (: yay !<br />but its al just by <strong>LUCK</strong> !<br />hahas . <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />At redsports alot people say i gangster boi T_T <br />say my first impression to others is gangster and very snob ( means howlian )<br />wah die le . but they all very friendly and funny (: <br />one even add me on face book , and its a teacher (: <br />hahas .<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />pai seh ah , my blog still very messy and ugly ,<br />don't know how to make blog ><" <br /><br /><br /><u>Today , i hoped and wished to see you before i leave for my match ,<br />but maybe am not as lucky as yesterday to be able to see you before <br />i go home .</u><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2042607567123653175-6049257089925002525?l=nevergivenachance.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xia0Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00654424414937702019noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2042607567123653175.post-57619425027743240032009-07-15T06:14:00.000-07:002009-07-15T06:34:47.152-07:00<strong>SAY HI TO MY BLOGGGGGG !</strong><br />Finally , made a blog :D <br />This blog is so ugly T_T ohmygod .<br />nobody teach me how to make the blog D:<br />then all the code i have to make myself D: <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><strong>Nationals</strong> start tomorrow ! <br />ahhhhhh ~<br />so scared , not well prepared yet .<br />tomorow vs deyi sec , D: .<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Do you all realize i did not aniymore ?! <br />i am learning not to twit like gay ?! alot people say very gay T_T <br />so from today onwards , i willl try not to twit as much as before le :D<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><u><em>Waiting for that impossible day to come by .<br />loving you quietly and taking care of you might be the best i can do</em></u><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2042607567123653175-5761942502774324003?l=nevergivenachance.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xia0Bhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00654424414937702019noreply@blogger.com0